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We dwell upon the past too much...
We don't know what to look for.
We worry so much of what's coming up the next minute
the next hour, next day, next week, next year...
yet, we forget to live for what really, instead of what's ahead of us,
we don't cherish what's in front of us right now.
Too many things overlooked...
Too many issues to dwell upon...
Too many images lay in the midst of shadows...
In depth, we overlook things...
but we can't change who we are...
are personalities stay at a trait we live by..
Certain instances, personality submission of
to the factor of
"Give more..expect less.."
"Take a photo image in your mind, cause that image can last you a lifetime...(or pictures are worth a thousand words.)"
Cause that's the factor certain ones go by...
we in life, tend to w0rry so far ahead...
that we forget what's there already..
Live for the days of today..
Cause yesturday's already a distant memory...
and tomorrow survives for what we do now...today...
Cherish this moment....These moments...cause we might not ever see them ever again....
Live for the day...
Live for today....
Accept yourself..
Life is precious..
Don't take it for granted..
Cause you might not ever see tomorrow..
Live for the day~Current Mood:  rejuvenated |
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Gotta change my answering machine
Now that Im alone
Cus right now it says that we
Can’t come to the phone.
And I know it makes no sense
Cus you walked out the door
But it’s the only way I hear your voice any more
Its ridiculous
It’s been months
For some reason
I just can’t get over us
And Im stronger than this
Enough is enough
No more walkin' round wit my head down
Im so over being blue
Crying over you
Chorus:
And im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done wit wishing you were still here
Said Im so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can’t I turn off the radio?
Gotta fix that calendar I had
Thats marked July 15th
Because if there’s no more you
There’s no more anniversary
Im so sad up wit my thoughts of you
And your memory
And now every song reminds me of what used to be
And that’s the reason
Im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done wit wishing you were still here
Said Im so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can’t I turn off the radio?
Ooohh
Leave me alone
Stupid love songs
Don’t make me think about her smile
Bout having my first child
Im letting go
Turning off the radio
Cus Im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done wit wishing she was still here
Said Im so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can’t I turn off the radio?
And im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done wit wishing she was still here
Said Im so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can’t I turn off the radio?
And im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done wit wishing you were still here
Said Im so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can’t I turn off the radio?
Why can’t I turn off the radio?
So why can’t I turn off the radio?Current Mood:  aggravated Current Music: Ne-Yo - So Sick |
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Where we stand...
it's like an impulse...
Not knowing what comes...
But we've made a promise...
We've promised to Get through the times...
Whether it be good or bad....
Thru thick and thin...
We tend to compromise...
We choose to understand...
On the path to deal what has been dealt...
We're going to get thru this...
Together..we stand strong..
Cause together..we belong...
Forever love is the feel...
Of him being forever hers...
and hers being forever his...
Lifetime of commitment we shall be ready...
The future relationship will be strong & steady...
Even through the tears of sorrow & pain...
We believe in faith & hope...putting negativity to shame...
The love we have is undeniable, deep, & real
"We are gona get through this...together"
Is what we both strongly feel.
For the days to come, we continue to fight for each other...
I wouldn't have it any other way...
Cause there is only You, and no other.
Forever all I shall bring,
Cause you are my sun, my moon, my stars, my everything...
We're going to get trough this...
Repeatedly I state...
Our lives have yet to start with each other, the joy & fun has yet begun...
Knowing you'll be in my life,
I keep in my heart and mine, Our "TWO HEARTS BEAT AS ONE." |
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I wanna be the one you hold on to...
I wanna be the one to carry you when you need me...
I wanna be the one to fight away your fears...
I wanna be the one to wipe away your tears...
I wanna be the one whose shoulder you cry on when your sad or when your happy...
I wanna be the one who lifts you up when your down...
I wanna be the one that drives you crazy when you think about me...
I wanna be the one who holds your hand...
I wanna be the one that tells you your beautiful...
I wanna be the one that makes your soul feel glad each day...
I wanna be the one that opens the door for you...
I wanna be the one that pulls your chair out before you sit...
I wanna be the one that person you call, just so you can hear my voice & feel at ease...
I wanna be the one that can make you smile when you wake up and fall asleep at night..
I wanna be the first thing you think about when you wake up...
I wanna be the last thing you think about when you fall asleep...
I wanna know how you feel when your around me...
I wanna know what ya thinking when your around me...
I wanna be the one that puts the butterflies in your stomache...
I wanna be the one you share that bubble tea with...
I wanna be the one you sing to...
I wanna be the one who sings to you...
I wanna look at the sun, moon, and stars with you...
I wanan be the one who is able to give his fullest to make your wishes comes true...
I wanna be the one that keeps you happy, no matter what happens...
I wanna be the one who makes your dreams become a reality...
I wanna be the one that makes a difference in your life in positive way...
I wanna be the one that wipes the negatives & falses away from you...
I wanna be the one that makes everytime I'm with you, seem like the 1st date...
I wanna be the one you share all your moments and memories with...
I wanna be the one who tells you I miss you...and mean it...
I wanna be the one who tells you I love you...and means it...
I wanna be the one....and only...
just because...
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The Girl in the Picture
I can't help but gaze into your reflection
I feel like you look right back @ me when I glance @ you
I understand the way I feel
But half the time, I only truly feel empty
Not having you by my side is like a sin
You not seeing me eye to eye,
Brings tears outside and inside
You are that girl in the picture
I dream about day and nite
Prayin, hopin, wishing
That one day you'll be mine
You are that girl in the picture.....
~Me
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Sometimes you wish the people you are around....would care a little bit more....
true....one's self might not show it at times..or even at all...but sometimes...people should notice...without rhyme or reason...it should felt within the heart.....don't say things just to say it...say it cause you mean it.............
Just tell someone you miss them...
tell someone your thinking about them every moment of the day
....or...at the very least(sometimes the lesser things..matter the most)...tell them that you love them.....
it makes the day so much brighter for that other person with just simple words of your own thoughtful expression................................................................
Mar. 21st, 2005 @ 11:17 pm
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| » What if? |
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For those who pretend to know me...Dont act like you do...
If you don't care..dont tell me you do...
If you don't love me...don't tell me you do..
If you don't miss me...don't tell me you do...
If you say I'm always on your mind...how come you never think bout me when it matters the most..and when it doesnt matter @ all...
If you say your my friend...then don't put me off like I aint...
If you say your always there for me....then where are you now?
If you think you know me...really know me...then who am I really...??
If you say you always want to be around me...then why aren't you here with me...
If you tell me it's all worth it...how come you've given up....
What if all else fails....why am I the person I am today..still standing stronger then you...?
-ME
Mar. 21st, 2005 @ 11:15 pm
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| » We Hope... |
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We live the days,
knowing that we do make mistakes,
we hope we don't make the same onesagain.
We hope to learn from those mistakes,
and hope that it makes us stronger individuals.
We hope that everything works the way we want,
even though it doesn't always go according to plan.
We only hope for the best...
We hope for resurgence...
We hope to be stronger inside & out...
We hope our faith stays strong...
We keep hoping...
Mar. 21st, 2005 @ 11:15 pm
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You can....
You can never give up on what you hope on acheiving.
You can never forget the dream you had, and wanting it to come true.
You can never let go of the things that matter to you the most, cause of the love you have for it.
You can never give up, even if it's still a losing cause.
You can never forget the happy memories, but cherish them.
You can never forget the people that told you , you couldnt do it...because it only motivates you even more to prove those critics wrong.
You can only be the best, cause that's what you were born to do.
You can be......whatever you want to be, as long as you set your mind to it...
You can be.....anything.....
Mar. 21st, 2005 @ 11:14 pm
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| » I am who I am, I be who I be |
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The visions I see are unclear...
You see. so close, yet so far away...
I want to see you, but yet I can't...
You are nothing but a blur
Maybe it's a sign for me to let go...
Maybe it's a sign saying...your supposed to be a forgotten past?
But sometimes I can't help but keep holding on,
I can't hold on to you,
But I have to hold on to myself.
I have to hold on
I've fallen before
I've been down in the depths
But I've gotten back up
I've grown stronger
I am What I am, I am what I be
I am who I am, I am who I be
I shall try not to lead myself into temptations of inner war
But I shall not follow the false thoughts that run into my head
I have a big heart, But it tends to get shattered by the tattered beings
I shall not be spiritually forsaken by you
I shall brush the negativity away
I continue on my journey
To find myself a little more each day
To fine my inner peace
Without you by my side
Because I have to do this on my own
I am What I am, I am what I be
I am who I am, I am who I be
I am My own person
I go on my little quest to become the Man I'm supposed to be
I go on....To live the like Man I can be
I go on....To live the like Man I could be
I go on....To live the like Man I should be
I go on....To live the like Man I am
I go on...to be better for others, but most importantly, myself
I go on without you, knowing I'll be a better person
The only changes I am due for, are the ones changes I set for myself
Don't disgrunt me, just because you don't like the way I am
Respect me, and cherish the way I am
Cause everyday the passes, I sense I grow stronger than you
Cause I am the better 1/2 of myself
And you can't ever change that
I am what I am, I am what I be
I am who I am, I am who I be
Mar. 21st, 2005 @ 11:13 pm
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| » Was it really?.... |
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I feel like I'm in between a barrier.
Not knowing what I can do to break it down
I can't help but fall into a hateful anger
I feel like I can't break through
I'm stuck in a predicament where I can't do anything
I'm lost...and nowhere to be found
I can't seem to locate my spirit< br> Was it nervousness? ....or was it all a dream...???
I shall never know, unless I fall into a deep sleep again
May I dream away, and forget the nitemares that get thrown @ me
Was it a jist of my imagination...?
Was it................
Mar. 21st, 2005 @ 11:13 pm
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| » From You |
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I might be gone...
But always remember your always in my heart
You are the never the forgotten
I hope you can hear me, somehow
Realizing, you might not be in my life anymore
But I would never think bad of you in anyway
My life continues on this ever so vast far journy
But Even though I continue without you in my life
I Have bettered myself
From you I have learned
From you I have experienced
from you I have grown
But you wil never understand
Being away from you
I've become the better person that I am today
from then on
I've moved on
Mar. 21st, 2005 @ 11:12 pm
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| » Life's Pain |
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I don't need you to think bout me
I don't need your sympathy
I don't need you by me
I live in a cold world
I live in the mist of fog
The forsaken that has become unseen
It is pain I cannot bare
I can't hold on any more
I shall walk away from it all
Drop all the deep memories...
Yet...they weren't even memories
They were nothing but nitemares..that have haunted me
Like a bad verse in a song
A torn langauge
A lost soul
The many things put into depth, is only the beginning of things
But there are too many to go thru
This is the hurt that has forsaken us each
Mar. 21st, 2005 @ 11:12 pm
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I lay awake in my bedroom staring at the ceiling...
Thinking bout what I should be Reminiscing about.
But all I can think about is the pain you have brought upon me
I can never forget the tears you have made me shed
The mental and spiritual breakdowns that I've dealt with
The lies and deceit that have been thrown in my face.
But I see it now..and I see it clearly
Whatever you do to me..comes in life's measures
The belief I continue to withhold
What goes around comes around
You might have screwed me over
You might have lied and cheated
But I'm the better one
I've already forgotten what it's like to deal with the pressures
I've already forgotten what it's like to be hurt
I've already forgotten what it is like to be with you
Life's miseries are just a faded song
Many of the sites were considered nitemares
All the pains i've dealt..is and shall be.....
Forevers Forgotten....
Mar. 21st, 2005 @ 11:10 pm
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| » Shades of Gray, Turn to Light |
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I'm wandering around
There's nothing but fog
The misty rain drenches my dark soul
I try to search for light
But there is none ahead
I continue on my long journey..trying to search for an answer
But I just stop..
I realize, that I don't have to keep on searching
Everything is near black n white
Everything is in shades of Gray
Everything shall come to me
I start seeing light
I walk towards the brightness
It's an open door
This is the way where new life begins
I now am free from arms
Free from darkness
Free from everything holding me back
The midst is gone
There's no more rain
I can see clearly now
Everything from shade has turned into light
I shall let the sun shine on me
And I shall at a better life and a better beginning
I've given myself the chance to realize
I've given myself the chance to trust
I've given myself the chance to grow
I've given myself the chance to experience
I've given myself the chance to see things in a wider perspective
I've let given myself to expand my horizons
I shall not follow the sunset
For every sunset, means and end of an era
But I shall only follow the sunrise
for every sunrise, means new beginnings
Giving me a chance to turn darkness
And turn it to light
-----ME
Mar. 21st, 2005 @ 11:10 pm
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| » Drowning in your World of Sorrow |
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Drowning in your world of sorrow
I deal with anxiety of wanting to be with you
But i've been committed to the pain you've caused
I shed the tears like it was a rain day
Taking in the thunderstorms that crush my heart beat
I cannot withstand the lonliness
Everyday I wish things would get better
But as the time passed, it got worse
I continue to live in the dark shadow
Lying along in the corner...
Feeling empty
Feeling endless pain
No one to love
No one to care
Just....No one
I shall forever,
Drown in your world of sorrow
Mar. 21st, 2005 @ 11:08 pm
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| » I Shall not Falter |
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At times I've admitted defeat
But I shall forever be the sore loser
I've learned from my losses
But those losses have made me better
I will not stop till I've won
This determines whether I am men among men or boys among boys
The uncontrollable will 2 win
The clock continues 2 tick
But the moments that past by
Are considered a lifetime
Tell me I can't do it
Tell me I'll never make it
Tell me I'll never be the best
Tell me I'm not the man I am
Tell me I'm not the man I'm supposed 2 be
Why?
Cause I have the desire
Cause by U telling me the negatives
Cause I don't know how 2 fail
Cause I don't know how 2 lose
Cause I don't know how 2 give up
The fire burns in me 2 be ever better
Every last ounce of strength left in me
I shall never give up on my team,brothers,myself
I shall not falter.
-ME-
Mar. 21st, 2005 @ 11:08 pm
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| » Forever me |
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I lay on my bedside..wishing and wondering
I'm alone in the dark..not knowing what would come
whether it be from today, tonite, or tomorrow
I lay there wondering what comes next
I don't know..but sometimes I have doubts
Am I the same guy I used to be?
Am I better or am I worse? But fact of a matter is
I choose the way I want to live
I might live the lone life
Or I choose to be the one to be around my others
But one thing's for sure
I will forever be Me
Forever Me
Mar. 21st, 2005 @ 11:08 pm
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| » I wish (volume 1) |
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At times...I wish the simplier things in life were easy to adjust to
I wish that all fairy tales came true...
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I wish that, love...was actually simple
I wish life was easier at times...
I wish that pains that we all go thru, can be gone with a snap of a finger
I wish money was never an issue
I wish I can tell the person(s) I love, what I truly feel
I wish I never had to live in fear
I wish I didnt have to worry bout the days of tomorrow
I sometimes wish I can just fall asleep, and never wake up
I wish I could take care of myself better
I wish I could open my eyes a lil bit more,to see the better things that are out there
I wish my heart wasn't so weak
I wish I can continue on with many things without doubting so much
I wish I could spend hours on the phone with a someone...just to talk about...nothing....and still be full of joy
I wish I can always be happy<
I wish I had someone to make me feel special...and everytime I think of em...I always put up a smile\
I wish I had more faith
I wish I don't ever catch someone at a bad time
I wish you knew how I was feelin
I wish you could let me love you the way I can love you
I wish I can do everything for me and you
I wish........................
Fin------(volume 1)
Mar. 21st, 2005 @ 11:02 pm
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Sometimes you wish the people you are around, would care a little bit more...true..one's self might not show it at times, or even at all, but somtimes people should notice, without rhyme or reason, it should be felt within the heart, don't say things just to say it, say it cause you mean it....
Just tell someone you miss them, tell someone your thining bout them every moment of the day, or at the very least, tell them that you love them....it makes the day so much brighter for the other person with just simple words of our own thoughtful expression.~ ME
Feb. 24th, 2005 @ 07:56 pm
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